LONG WEEK

Hello VANN,

Its been a few days since i have been here, I have thought about you everyday, I miss you so much. we finally picked your name and that made me feel so much better. VANN MYLES HASKINS.

 Yesterday (monday) was a week since we said good bye to you and mommy came to work. It was the longest day ever, Ok maybe not the longest but it was pretty long. Today is a little easier for me. But I know that days like that will be hard for me, anniveries, and due date. But taking it a day at a time.  I have been staying busy at work and at home, your grandma is staying with us to watch your brother so the house is NOT quite. But I am thankful to have her there b/c we need to catch up. This is not easy for us, daddy drew your tattoo that we will get some time soon. it was really sweet and I cant wait to get it.

Your brothers birthday party is coming up soon, it will be exactly 2 weeks since you left that will be celebrating your brother coming into our lives! :) Planning his birthday party  (which is saturday) has been really hard for me but I am getting though it thanks to our family and people helping me with getting things together! THANK GOD FOR FAMILY and FRIENDS.

well thats all I have, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU angel

Love, mommy

A song that mommys friend sent

~STILL~ by Gerrit Hoffsink

I've been waiting for you for such a long time
You're always on my mind
And I'm laying awake most of the night
Waiting to hold you tight
Now that I do, and look at you
MY heart is breaking, this can't be true
Lost you before I found you
Gone before you came
But I love you just the same
Missed you before I met you
On Earth we never can, but in heaven we'll meet again
Close to my soul, close to my heart
Right from the start
Lost in time, lost in space
Can't wait to see your face
Now that I do, and look at you
MY heart is breaking, this can't be true
Lost you before I found you
Gone before you came
But I love you just the same
Missed you before I met you
On Earth we never can, but in heaven we'll meet again
Sometimes I find myself wondering what to do
With this pain that I'm going through
But I know one day, God will take me away
And I'm coming home to you
And when I do, and look at you
My heart is healing, I know it's true
Lost you before I found you
Gone before you came
But I love you just the same
Missed you before I met you
On Earth we never can, but in heaven we'll meet again
In heaven we'll meet again