Happy Easter Vann

Happy 1st Easter Vann. I know you had a PERFECT day. I love you so much.

<3 Mommy

Four Months

No mother thinks that this will happen to them, but here I am 4 months since you left. Lost, angry and very heartbroken. Seemed like yesterday I was at the Dr.s listening to your precious heartbeat. I remember the last time I heard that sweet sound. How I yearn for that moment back, just to listen to it again. Another holiday is coming and will pass with out you here baby boy. Four months ago your grew your angel wings. You will never know the pain of this world, you are perfect and beautful. I love you Vann, Happy 4 month birthday! :) Hope you got a lot of decorations and celebrating! <3
Love, Mommy

Mommies with Angels

Vann,      
  I have met another mommy like me. A mommy to a very sweet angel baby boy. His name is Tristian. I love him and although I have never met his mommy I love her too. She is wonderful and we can go on and on about anything we desire to talk about that day. She knows, that a good day can make a 180 in the blink of an eye. It can be something that came in the mail, a post on face book, any little reminder of our babies can change our mood. Sometimes for the good. I thank God for her, and I know that our babies are hanging out playing waiting on us to get there. They are probably up there laughing at us. :) We love you boys and hope you have become as close as we have.
Love always,
Mommy