Four Months

No mother thinks that this will happen to them, but here I am 4 months since you left. Lost, angry and very heartbroken. Seemed like yesterday I was at the Dr.s listening to your precious heartbeat. I remember the last time I heard that sweet sound. How I yearn for that moment back, just to listen to it again. Another holiday is coming and will pass with out you here baby boy. Four months ago your grew your angel wings. You will never know the pain of this world, you are perfect and beautful. I love you Vann, Happy 4 month birthday! :) Hope you got a lot of decorations and celebrating! <3
Love, Mommy